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Winter pass into spring.I experienced so much that I couldn't express what,when,why and especially how things happended.Don't remind me of the past,beacause I don't want to let my life slip through my fingers by living in the past or the futrue.It's said that:By living one day at a time,you live all the days of your life.But it's easier said than done.I find myself that I can't not only concentrate on my daily life but also not sure what or who break into my world.What's worse ,I must spend much time in trying to fall asleep. Recently,I have been completely lost in dreaming too much about the future and forget the time .What's up with myself,who can tell me ?
Yesterday afternoon Apple shared her feelings with me.From then on I realized that the similar opinion we both harbor.There is no doubt that we are not brave enough to "play" and it's hard to find someone who is more determined as well as more general than ourselves can feel our world and do what we expect deeply in our hearts.Maybe it's time to change my mind because something and somebody teach me a lesson.Just don't shut love out of my life by saying it is impossible to find,don't run through your life so fast and give a moment to be in retrospect,your parents,your brothers,your sisters and your friends are standing almost directly behind you.They sustain us unfaillingly.
Here I would like to speak out my true feelings,but that's a screte I'll never tell.
But right here right now,I am able to confront all difficulties because of things which U gived and teached me.Thank U.I just hope that you can leave a special room for me in your heart.I am sure you also can feel my world

由冬天到春天,我有着太多太多无法用语言表述的经历——何物、何时、何因?特别是这些变化都是如何发生的?别叫我想起过去,因为我不想让自己的生命在对过去或未来的彷徨中从指尖悄悄滑走.有人说只要好好生活一天就等同于渡过了全部生命,然而说往往比做容易.我发现我不但无法让自己完全专注于日常生活,而且也不能断定什么人或什么东西会突然冲出来打乱我的生活.比这更糟的是,我还必须耗费大量时间尝试着让自己入睡.近来,我更是完全丧失了在梦中追寻未来的能力同时也忘记了时间的存在.我究竟怎么了?谁能告诉我?
昨天下午,Apple同我分享了她的感受.从那时起我认识到我们有着相似的遭遇.毫无疑问,我们俩都不够勇敢,做不到轻松应对,而且也很难再找到象我们一样比我们更了解自身境遇的人,同时也没人能象我们那样做我们心中想做的事情.或许现在是改变自己想法的时候了,因为某些事和某些人教会了我另外一些东西.那就是不要拒绝爱,说那是不可能的；不要让自己的日子过于匆忙,给自己点时间来回顾过去；你的父母、兄弟姐妹、朋友都在你的身后默默关心你呢,正是他们给了我们无穷无尽的支持.
现在我要说出我真实的感受,当然我还要保留一个小秘密的.
如今我已经能够面对一切困难,这都是因为你给予并教导我的那些事,.我希望你能在心灵深处为我特别留出一块空间,相信那样你也能体会到我的世界是个什么样子了.