英语翻译So bad to me here!so,I want to home!Can you understand w

英语翻译
So bad to me here!
so,I want to home!Can you understand what means?Can you understand how bad feeling in my mind?
My feeling is so bad that I have to do everything what I can do for fast passing times!
I miss zhengzhou!I miss my home!I miss everything in our cantry!Do you andstand what means?
Of course I miss you too,so muth time I miss you!
But I know,even so missing you,however I don`t follow you when I back home!Because you have boyfrend already!
Can you take my hands?Mey I take you hands?How holding it to me!But I don`t hold it already!
I`m want to know it very muth,it`s:Do you miss me too?What deepness?Although you don`t love me already,I love you all the same!I said:I will love you forever though my life and my live!
I miss you,pigeon!even you are others bride!
Please don`t write back to me for all words what I said today!Because I don`t destroy your nexus!
good luck everyday!
I`m not good man!I think it all at time when I at CUBA!I will not follow you forever when I back home although we are friends!I harmed you befortime even now,but what I do thisthing for your happy time aftertime!
You are my best lover in my life though I said whole words above!Can you anderstand zhaolige?
Is time to sleep for me now,bye!

这地方糟透了!
所以我想回家,你能明白这意味着什么吗?你能理解我内心的感受吗?心情太差了以至于我必须做一些我能做的事情来让时间过的快一点.我想郑州,想家,想家乡的所有东西,你知道这意味着什么吗?
当然我也想你,无数次的想你!
但是我知道,即使这样想你,回家以后我也不能约你见面,因为你已经有了男朋友!
你拉我的手好吗?我可以拉你的手吗?我怎么才能坚持住啊!可是,我已经坚持不住了.
我想知道的是：你会想我吗?有多想?虽然不再爱我,我也一样爱你.我说,我会永远爱你,一生一世.
我想,小鸽.虽然你是别人的新娘.
关于我今天说的,不要回信给我,我不想破坏你们的关系.
祝你每天好运!
我不是一个好男人!我想去古巴后,每次回家我都不会在联系你了,即使我们还是朋友.虽然我现在伤害了你,那也是为了你以后过的幸福.
无论我说了什么,你都是我生命里的最爱.
你明白?
我要睡觉了,再见!