英语翻译TO Newbie,firstly thanks for this letter to me ,I really

英语翻译
TO Newbie,
firstly thanks for this letter to me ,I really appreciate your patience and honesty and sincerity to end this letter.secondly I am glad to see that you can recognize your detailed stupid mistakes you have made ,It will be much better if you really wanna correct them totally from now on.I know clearly that sometimes you may feel bored when staying with me,but you must understand that you have to communicate more with me firstly ,this way ,I will feel familiar with all about you .From time to time ,I feel that you seem to be a stranger in front of me,although we have dated for so many times .I was quite down after you told me your puppy love and your another two unsuccessful love affairs.actually what really made me wanna cry was that you didn't tell me actively about that on time ,It is me to ask you to state over and over again.For your careless,I don't know what to say ,maybe you are right,you shoud quit the alcohol.Talking about playing 80 cents ,It is OK that you play it with Zhang Shaohui ,Sun yan ,and somebody else at times when you wanna relax by this way,yet remember :Do not let me accompany you to play it with you or just sit around to watch you play .It was two horrible experiences when I went to Sun yan 's home and Cao Meijia 's home to watch you play 80 cents ,At that time ,I thought more about you and cared more about you than you did for me ,cuz you 'd rather play 80 cents than chat only with me or go for a walk only with me or even do nothing just to stay only with me,whatever you didn't do one of them .How I wish that you could treat correctly your time spent on your playing 80 cents or hanging out with your friends and your time spent on staying with me,OK?NOW time to talk about my shortcomings,I must admit that sometimes I just judge the people and things by my own subjective thought ,my own subjective opinion .if I hurt you this way in the past,I wanna say sorry to you here.for my quietness,as you know,I don't like talking too much ,so automatically I become so .This needs to be improved in the future little by little ,one of dreams in 2010 is to become talkative and more lively just like you ,I will strive for this goal.You always complain about my bad temper,in fact ,I am in bad mood only when you piss me off .you are a boy ,a real gentleman ,so it is your duty to look after me well and give me safety forever,like my Dad ,right?
anyway I will overcome my shortcomings.How I wish secondly is that you could open your heart to me and tell me about whatever you wanna tell me forever.These two are what we both need to do.Do you agree with me?It is 5:49a.m.october 2nd,I stayed up late till the dawn ,first time to wanna have a sleep so strongly in 2009.remember:Opening heart and being sincere cure the people who give love and the people who receive it.at last,I think you should rename your qq zone ,not 失忆 or 随风而过，cuz these two names often remind me of your past three love affairs,alright?oh,Gosh,another ten precious sleeping time spent on this letter to you is gone,so Are you moved by my care about you?can you feel it?ok,I must have a rest,I am fed up with this ,good luck with Newbie forever

To Newbie,
首先我要先谢谢你,为了你能够用你的耐心,诚实和真诚看完我的信；其次,我将很乐意看到你意识到的你一些愚蠢的小错误,如果你从现在开始就真的想改正他们,那就更好不过了.我很清楚的知道,有些时候你和我在一起觉得很无聊,但是你也应该知道,或许你应该更多的跟我交流,这样,我才会对你的一切慢慢熟悉起来.有些时候,我真的感觉在我面前的你是一个完全的陌生人,尽管我们已经约会很多次了.当你告诉我你的初恋和另外两次不成功的恋爱经历后,我真的觉得很沮丧,事实上,真正让我难过的是你并没有及时的,主动的告诉我,每次都是我在问你来解释.对于你的大意,我不知道说什么好,也许你是对的,你应该远离酒精.再来说说玩80 cents这个游戏的事,你跟张少辉,孙岩或者你的另外的朋友玩,如果这可以成为你偶尔放松的一种途径这没什么大不了的.但是要记住：别让我跟你一起玩,或者只是坐着看你玩.还记得我去sunyan 还有caomeijia的家去看你玩那个游戏么,那真是两段相当恐怖的记忆.那个时候,我觉得我为你考虑的,我在乎你的甚至比你为我做的要多,因为你宁愿跟他们玩,也不愿意和我聊天,陪我散步,或者什么都不做,只是和我呆在一起,你哪个都没有做.我多希望你能正确的分配你的时间,把你的时间从玩游戏,跟你的朋友厮混上面多分配一些给我.好了,现在该说说我的缺点了,我得承认我有些时候很主观的判断别人,但是如果我过去因为这样曾经伤害了你,我在这跟你说对不起.关于我的沉默,如你所知,我不太喜欢高谈阔论.这个我将会在将来慢慢改正,我2010年的梦想就是变得更健谈,并且和你一样有生活,我会努力实现的.你经常抱怨我的臭脾气,事实上,每次你撇下我的时候,我都心情很不好,你是个男孩子,是个绅士,所以,像我爸爸一样好好照顾我,给我安全感是你的责任,对么
我会改正我的缺点.我希望你能敞开你的心,并且告诉我一些事,只要你想说的都可以.这是我们两个都要为之努力的事.你同意吗?现在是10月2号早上的5：49了,我熬了整夜一直到这个黎明,这是我2009年第一次这么想睡觉.记住,敞开心扉,并且对那些给你爱,被你爱的人真诚.最后,我觉得你应该给你的QQ空间改名字了,不要叫失忆或者随风而过,因为这两个名字总让我想起你以前的三个恋爱史,好吗?噢,又一个十分钟花在给你的信上了,那么,你有没有一点因为我对你的在乎而感动呢?好啦,我要休息了,我实在是受不了了,祝你好运吧.