英语翻译For years I had watched mothers hug and kiss their child

英语翻译
For years I had watched mothers hug and kiss their children and I was jealous（嫉妒的）.I hadn’t received a mother’s hug or known a mother’s love.
When I was little,my parents went through a painful divorce.It was a rough journey for them I imagine.All I remember about it was my father coming home drunk and shouting at everyone.He had a habit of beating us whenever he had a drink.I don’t remember much about my life with both parents.All that I remember is waking up one night all alone in the house and hearing noises coming from my grandma’s little room.I had no idea of what was going on so I walked there to find out.I walked so carefully because it was so dark and I was afraid I would meet with a wild animal.There were too many of them in those days.When I got into my grandma’s room,my other sisters and brothers were there with my father.I thought he was drunk because he was shouting.He asked me,“Do you also want to follow your mother?” Without thinking I just said,“Yes.” I didn’t think to say no.Next thing I knew,he had hit me so hard on the head with some hard thing that I started crying.My elder sister took me back to my room.The next morning,I had no mother.
We all grew up alone,no mother around and practically no father.My father was seldom at home.He would appear about once every three months or so.We were too young so we never really understood what was going on.Most of the time we had no food.We didn’t know tea with sugar or food with salt or cooking fat.These were great luxuries（奢侈品）and only tasted them when my grandma decided to invite us to eat in her little room.Many nights we just drank water and slept.

多年来,我曾看到别人母亲拥抱,亲吻他们的孩子,我就是嫉妒.我没有收到母亲拥抱或忘记母亲的爱.
小时候,我的父母经历了一个痛苦的离婚.这是他们的一个粗略的旅程我想象.所有我记得,那次我的父亲喝醉了回家就大喊大叫.他有一个坏的习惯,只要战胜我们,他喝了一杯酒.我不记得我们关于我与父母的生活.所有这一切我还记得醒来,家中的噪音和听力独自一晚,从我奶奶的小房间来.我没有什么事的想法,所以我走到那里找到答案.
我走得很仔细,因为它是如此黑暗,我害怕我会遇到一个野生动物.也有在那些日子里,其中许多.当我进入我的奶奶的房间,我的其他姐妹,兄弟跟我父亲那里.我以为他喝醉了,因为他大叫.他问我：“你也想跟随你的母亲呢?”我想都没想就只是说：“是的.”我不认为说没有.接下来我知道,他打了我等了一些硬东西,我开始哭泣头努力.我的姐姐带我回到我的房间.第二天早上,我没有妈妈.
我们都长大独立,没有母亲和周围几乎没有父亲.我的父亲很少在家.他将出现大约每隔3个月左右.我们太年轻,所以我们没有真正理解了什么事情.大多数时候,我们没有食物.我们不知道用糖或盐或脂肪的食物烹饪茶.这是伟大的奢侈品,只有品尝时,我姥姥他们决定请我们吃她的小房间.我们只是喝了很多水,晚上睡觉
大体是这意思,有的地方有错误的