英语翻译曾经的孤单,把你我连在一起,寂寞的爱火,燃烧过你和我,如今,我们之间除了沉默还剩下什么?你对我,再也没什么舍不得

英语翻译
曾经的孤单,把你我连在一起,寂寞的爱火,燃烧过你和我,如今,我们之间除了沉默还剩下什么?你对我,再也没什么舍不得——
如果心死了,我还能再从来吗?我是不是一个被上帝遗弃的孤儿,幸福永远都不属于过我,曾经的我放弃了那么多的机会,曾经的我伤害了那么多的人,现在,我无法面对的现实,成了我一辈子的痛与悔,本以为当初的坚持是对的,可是,当冲动代替了原本的信念,我就不再有明天了吧!也许,她真的不是我等待的那个人吧!不然,她也不会对我如此冷淡了.仔细回想,在这五个月里,一直是我主动的,你又何曾在乎过我的感受呢?受伤了,一个人哭,一个人伤心,一个人疗伤,想通了就原谅了你,明白,这就是你,对我,你不会有多余的关心,其实,我到最后,也只想待在你的身边而已了,可是你却那么的残酷的对待我,彻底伤了我的心,你想过我的难堪与伤心吗?
从来没有遇到过这样的情况,从前,我哪受过这样的气,现在,我委曲求全,却还是要离开?
如果我走了,你是不是就会记得我一点呢?如果我走了,你是否会记起我的好!如果我走了,你是否会思念我,哪怕只有一点点?如果是这样,我会走,走的好远好远,到那个永远也回不了家的地方.只求你幸福的时候,曾记得还有一个我!曾经那么的爱着你!
爱怎么会输给了时间,你不再爱我了!我的眼前也看不见你说过的永远不会变!
心不再跳动,体温降降变冷,到那时,我是否就可以忘记你了,是否就不再爱你,那时候,我的心是否就可以自由了?
天很蓝,教师好温暖,心却冰冷冰冷的.窗外,风声乎乎的吹,心也跟着颤抖,是不是我离开了你在的世界,我才会彻底放弃对你的眷恋,那么我会走,去另一个世界开始我的新生活!

That loneliness we once shared connected us together.It was a love born from solitary which burned you and me.Now,there's nothing left between us except silence.You left me without a backward glance.
If my heart's already dead,can I still start over again?I'm don't know the answer.Am I becoming an abandoned orphan of God?Happiness never belonged to me.In the past,I had lost so many chances,hurt too many people.Now,I can't seem to face that reality.It's becoming a scar for a lifetime and I will regret it for the rest of my life.I thought I was doing the right thing by hanging on then,but impulse overtook my original thoughts,I guess that means there's no future for me.And just maybe,she's not the one that I'm supposed to wait for!Or else,how can she become so cold toward me.Now that I think back,I was the one being initiative for the past 5 months.Have you ever thought of my feelings?Get hurt,then cry by myself,feel sad by myself,then cure myself.When I thought through this then I forgave you,I then understood,this is you,who will not give me any more unnecessary attention.Actually,I only wanted to be by your side till the end.But you were so harsh and broke my heart,have you ever thought about my humiliation and sadness?
I've never been through this kind of situation before.I stooped myself for you,yet I still have to leave?
If i left,would you think of me more?would you remember my goods!So if I left,would you miss me,even if just a little?If so,I'll leave,far far away.Somewhere I'll never be able to go back home.I just hope that when you had your happiness that you'll remember that once there was a me,someone who loved you so much.
How did love lose to time,the answer is pretty simple,you don't love me anymore!There's no more of your "I will not change" before me.
If my heart stopped beating,my body turned cold,would I be able to forget you then?Would I not love you anymore?Would my heart be free then?
The sky is a beautiful blue and the classroom is very warm,but my heart is cold like the ice.Out of the window,the wind is blowing and my heart is shivering.Only if I left your world then would I be able to give up on you completely,then I would go.I would go to another world where I can start my life anew!
呃……别想不开啊……时间是最好的良药,可以改变别人也可以改变自己让自己忘记一些事情的……生活很美好,一切都会过去的.