I just want to stray with myself

I just want to stray with myself Now I just want to be myself Now I just want to be myself? I WANT TO LEAVE WITH MYSELF I WANT TO COMMIT SUICIDE WITH MYSELF! i just want to be myself 怎么念的 nobody knows me I just want to do myself I just want to be friends with I just want to forever with you I just want to be with I just want to breathe with you ,just I just want to say: I should do something to change myself!中