英语翻译In my restless dreams,I see that town.Silent Hill.You pr

英语翻译
In my restless dreams,I see that town.
Silent Hill.
You promised you'd take me there again someday.
But you never did.
Well,I'm alone there now...
In our "special place"...
Waiting for you...
Waiting for you to come to see me.
But you never do and so I wait,wrapped in my caccoon of pain and loneliness.
I know I've done a terrible thing to you,something you'll never forgive me for.
I wish I could change that but I can't.
I feel so pathetic and ugly laying here,waiting for you.
Every day I stair up at the cracks in the ceiling and all I can think about is how unfair it all is.
The doctor came today,he told me I could go home for a short stay.
It's not that I am getting better,it's just that this may be my last chance,I think you know what I mean.
Even so I am glad to be coming home I've missed you terribly but...
I'm afraid James,I'm afraid you don't really want me to come home.
Whenever you come to see me,I can tell how hard it is on you.
I don't know if you hate me or pitty me or maybe i just disgust you.
I'm sorry about that.
When I first learned I was going to die,I just didn't want to accept it.
I was so angry all the time and I struck out at everyone I loved most,especially you,James.
Thats why I understand if you do hate me but I want you to know this,James.
I'll always love you.
Even though our life together had to end like this.
I still wouldn't trade it for the world.
We had some wonderful years together.
Well,this letter has gone on to long,so I'll say goodbye.
I told the nurse to give this to you after I'm gone,that means that as you read this I'm already dead.
I can't tell you to remember me but I can't bare for you to forget me these last few years since I became ill.
I am so sorry for what I did to you,did to us.
You've given me so much and I haven't been able to return a single thing.
That's why I want you to live,for yourself now.Do what's best for you,James.
James...
You made me happy.

在我的漫长的梦中,我看到了那个小镇
寂静岭
你曾答应过我,有一天会重游故地,
但你永远没有来
而现在 ,我独自一人,
在我们"自己的地方",
等你
等你来看我
而你却不来,我就这样等着,包裹在自己做的痛苦和孤独的茧中
我知道作错了 犯了你永远不会原谅的错误
我希望我能改变这一切,但我做不到了.
我可怜的坐在这里 面目丑陋的等你
每天我凝视着天棚上的裂缝,想着老天爷是多么不公平!
医生今天来过了,告诉我可以回家待一段时间,
但并不是我身体好转了,而是,这可能是我最后的机会了.
我觉得你应该明白我的意思
尽管如此,我还是很高兴回到家中,可是却没能见到你,但
我担心,担心你并不真心的让我回家
无论你什么时候来看我,我都能看出你是多么勉强.
我不知道你是讨厌我还是可怜我 或是我很让你反感.
对此我很难过
当我第一次知道我要死了的时候,我接受不了
我一直很愤怒 ,攻击我爱的所有人,特别是你,吉姆斯
那是因为我明白了你是否真的讨厌我了,但我想让你知道这些.
我一直爱你啊
虽然我们在一起的生活只能这样结束,
但我仍然不愿意对世界做这样的交代,
我们还有几年的美好时光在一起,
信太长了 就此搁笔
我告诉护士我走了之后把信交给你,那意味着当你看到这封信的时候 我已经去了.
我不能让你记得我,但我不能忍受你忘了自我生病以来最后这几年时光.
对不起,对我们
你给予我的太多,我却没能回报哪怕是一件,
所以,我真的想让你活着,为你自己.好自为之,吉姆斯.
吉姆斯.
你让我幸福了一生
一个美丽的故事!