l want to cry but cry not to come out

l want to cry but cry not to come out I will not turn bad Now I want to cry but I did not cry out want to cry,but my pride told me not to Do not want to cry I do not want to cry,But tears eyeful. I want to cry,but my pride told me not i want nothing but to cry But I just want to cry I want to cry I want to cry,but my pride told me not to.这句话错了吗? not to cry!是什么意思? Cry,not I want to,but couldn't help it如题