英语翻译When I just go to Fuzhou,firstly I found everything is s

英语翻译
When I just go to Fuzhou,firstly I found everything is so beautiful,but slowly,I found I hate everything ,include myself ,is so terrible thing,I like angry but in fact is not like this,sometime my colleague say some word will hurt my heart deeply,so many time ,I will out of my mind to angry with them,but don’t think what I do is right or wrong,so now I am so regret to them,so sorry .yeah ,I know one person life is depend on himself ,if you want let you life happy ,you will happy,if you want let you life gloomy,then you will gloomy.But others advice is only a way ,you can adopt it or not ,but your sensation never should not move by it,you should become yourself but not others,yeah ,it’s easy say than done,but I will try.but now I know the main reason why I unhappy almost everyday,’cos till now I haven’t receive a order,in no time,the new year is coming,this year,I haven’t gain something,only waste something in my work,hehe,so pity girl,what can I do.I would not give up ,reverse ,I will come on.I believe “no pay no gain.”,till now,the most thing for me maybe is take my heart in central ,so everyday I should do a thing is say to myself ,”come on ,kiki,you are so wonderful,you will success,every day for you is new,is happy” haha ,so interesting girl ,oh I found myself have a little self-love~

当我第一次去福州的时候,最先,我发现所有的东西都很美丽,但是都很慢,我发觉我恨所有的一切,包括我自己,这很可怕.我喜欢生气但是事实上并不是这样的,有些时候我的朋友对我说一些话会深深的伤害我,已经好多次了,我会控制不了自己的情绪,跟他们吵在一起.但是,别去考虑我做的对或错,现在我对他们感到歉意,非常抱歉.我知道一个人需要靠自己活着,如果你想让自己高高兴兴的过日子,那你就会往那方面去做,如果你想让你的生活黑暗,悲伤,那你就会生活在黑暗和悲伤的阴影下.但是从另一个角度来看,你应该做你自己,而不是去学别人,说起来比做起来简单,但是我会努力.现在我知道我每天不高兴的原因,因为直到现在我还什么都没有做到,新年就要来了,我什么都没有变得更好,没有增加任何东西,只是在我的工作上浪费时间,多么遗憾的女孩子啊.我需要怎么做呢?我不会放弃的,我会继续努力,我相信,没有付出,没有努力,直到现在,对我来说最重要的事可能就是将诺言实现,所以,每天我应该对我自己说：“ Kiki,你是没问题的,你是最棒的,你会成功的,每一天对你来说都是新的,快乐的.” 哈哈,有意思的女孩子,我发现我自己有点儿自恋.
楼主啊,这篇文章挺有意思的.嘿嘿.