can i love him any more?

can i love him any more?
may be he loved me ,he planed to live with me ,certainly,i can feel his true feelings ,but finally something new changed his mind.
we made friends on the internet ,he is two years younger than me ,at that time ,i were in guangdong ,he was in hubei,he was very enthusiasm and positive at the first month ,we went along very well with each other at the first appointment when i came back to hubei,i think he is the real person i'm looking for ,after two days,he left for work not much far from our hometown ,i relised his huge change at the second month,may be i love him far more than he does ,so he can leave me for so long without any information,he can be so absent_minded when i went to see him spcially,finally,i can not bore his temper ,i left him silently,to my surprise ,he didn't come to look for me.
two days later ,i called him ,i really hope he can tell me his views about our love ,but he still said nothig,still kept quiet.
i think if he still love me ,he will call me one day ,but we haven't touch each other for around a month after then,i feel very sad everyday,i miss him much ,he hurts me ,all my friends told me it's lucky for me to leave him ,no one belive our love ,but i still think he is not a bad boy ,i want to call him ,but i have no encouage,i'm afraid of his slience,i'm afraid of the truth that he hardly ever loved me .

他都不会跟你解释什么,不要想了!随缘吧,OK?
你试着让自己的生活充实起来,多和朋友们在一起,
不要总是想他~时间会帮你医治伤痛的,你也许会看到
他或许不是什么the man you looking for..或许只是一个过客
网恋难度是很大的.