英语翻译美好的旧日时光,渐行渐远.在我的稿纸上,它们是代表怅惘的省略的句点；在我的书架上,它们是那本装帧精美,却蒙了尘灰

英语翻译
美好的旧日时光,渐行渐远.在我的稿纸上,它们是代表怅惘的省略的句点；在我的书架上,它们是那本装帧精美,却蒙了尘灰的诗集；在我的抽屉里,它们是那张每个人都在微笑的合影；在我的梦里,它们是我梦中喊出的一个个名字；在我的口袋里,它们是一句句最贴心的劝语忠言……
现在,我坐在深秋的藤椅里,它们就是纷纷坠落的叶子.我尽可能接住那些叶子,不想让时光把它们摔疼了.这是我向它们道歉的唯一方式.
向纷纷远去的友人道歉,我不知道一封信应该怎样开头,怎样结尾.字里行间,应该迈着怎样的步子.
向得而复失的一颗颗心道歉.我没有珍惜你们,唯有期盼,上天眷顾我,让那一颗颗真诚的心,失而复得.
向那些正在远去的老手艺道歉,我没能看过一场真正的皮影戏,没能找一个老木匠做一个碗柜,没能找老裁缝做一个袍子,没能找一个“剃头担子”剃一次头……向美好的旧日时光道歉,因为我甚至没有时间怀念,连梦都被挤占了.

the great beautiful ancient time-on my manuscript paper,represents suspension points which make us feel void; on my bookshelves,represents poetrys which are beautifully designed and bound but covered with dust; in my drawer,represents photoes which include everyone's smile; in my dream,represents names which I shout out unconscious; in my pocket,represents gnomes which are most close to my heart-is gradually away from me.
now,I am sitting,in the deep autumn,in the cane chair.the ancient time is like the falling leaves.I want to hold it; do not wanna it falls down such heavlily,because of the long time trip to the earth.this is the only way that i can apologize to the ancient time.
i will apologize to the friends leaving me in succession.I don't know how to put pen to letter and how to end the letter.yet,i don't know how to process the letter word by word.
i will apologize to each heart which is obtained but lost again.i didn't cherish you; just hope the god will favor me.hope each lost honest heart will be obtained again.
i will apologize to the ancient crafts which are leaving us farther and farther.i never watch shadow play veriestly for one time; never found an old squareman to make a cupboard; never found a needleman to make a robe; never found a "剃头担子"(barber) to deal with the hair...i will apologize to the becautiful ancient time,for i even have no time to yearn it and dream it.
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